Thursday, 29 October 2009
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I don't want to grow up!
I'll be 18 in 57 days (Christmas day) and although I still look like I'm 13-15 years old, I KNOW I'll be 18 and have to grow up. This sadenss me.
At 18 you are pushed out of high school (so there goes all those wonderful memories) and pushed into college, sure it's fun but its not ALL fun-and-games, you have to actually PAY for classes and living expenses (there goes shopping money)
Then God help, you graduate from college and "begin" your life. (what were you living before??)
At that point, you think, "...Now what?" Well now you have to find yourself a wonderful girl or guy to live the rest of your life with! Hooray!So you fall in love, get married, then Oopes! Out pops a junior.
Now you have to focus on making sure this cutie doesn't turn into a rebel by the time he starts walking, so you raise him, then once he starts walking, he learns to talk, once he starts talking he eats on his own, then he goes to school...and poof! That's all there is to it. He "begins" his own life and cycle...
...I think I'm afraid of these "living" steps...Cause that means someday (faster than I believe) MY child will say, "You're too old to do that mom"...Oh, my, gosh.
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Comments (2)
Growing up is a bit scary, I know exactly what you're going through. What I had to come to the realization of was that life WILL go on and you can either go with it or allow it to pass by you.
well thats life, im sure u can handle because if u cant, sadness, pain, and eventual death will come for you......so u can do it yo